And we suppose to enter ZoukOut before 9pm and we're still at Lakeside, at 8pm. With just an hour journey + queuing to enter Zoukout. We actually thought we couldn't make it.

But you know what? We got the VIP tickets! Which leads us to the priority queue that makes us enter within seconds. Because only VIP & Press Media can enter that queue. We don't have to squeeze or even wait to be enter. Thank God!

ZoukOut was......... an okay for me actually. Big disappointment because i party to RnB music. And the RnB music pretty suck a little. They played music like, "Party In The Usa - Miley Cyrus"? Like whaaaaaat? We're not kiddos, you know. This is not somekind of a Disney Channel.

But overall, wasn't that bad. We made new friends along the way - be it, while dancing, drinking, taking pictures. We were really exhausted by 6am.

Yes, tell me about it! 6am is still early! The party only ends at 8am and we still have 2 more hours to go but we decided to give it a quit and go home.

Anyway, not much pictures were taken. Damn, should have taken pictures with our new friends.

&& i suppose to have dinner with a new friend of mine at ZoukOut, named Paul but i'm just plain lazyyyyyy. Anyway, i'm sure he understand. He thinks that i wanna be a Princess. I don't know why..... Do i really demand that much?

Then, tomorrow i suppose to have Sushi for dinner with Luigi, a new friend at ZoukOut too. But too bad, i can't eat seafood, Luigi. I'll give it a pass.

Actually, i'm not interested to date anyone else. I don't wanna date anyone else anymore. I'm interested with someone, actually. Buuuuuuuuut, i guess, is just one sided?

I guess, he doesn't have feelings for me. Or maybe, he just want me to be his friend? Oh maybe, i should wait and be a little more patience? Or maybe, i should move on already?

Oh well, i'm gonna seat here and wait.

Efaah: I so feel you about your post fo him . Reminds me of someone dear to me . Anyway stay strong babe . *hugs*
Atika: Oh well, i need to move on, i guess? Holding onto something that will never come back to me, is a waste.

Attica: Sweet post for the boyfriend! Anyways, relink me can?
Atika: I'm starting to wonder whether you're really reading or just scanning through and just tag me, for the sake of tagging.

shuxian: relink babe.
Atika: Sure thing.

suhaimi: MUMMY..apeda mummy tak ikot! weak ah..klau kau ikot kan gerek..haiya..
Atika: Aku tak ada je, tak gerek. Apa da. Weak ah lu. Heh heh heh.

sarah: yeah ! jacob totally hot nak mampus ! *smiles*
Atika: Jacob, i punya okay?

PUTERI: link me up... sorry salah link...
Atika: Amaciam boleh tertype link aku eh? Hahaha!

ira: you were at powerhouse?? serious?? i was there..Tk kn tk nmpk..tempat kecik pe!! haha
Atika: Yes, i was. Dancing all the way at the podium. When everything almost ended, i was chilling behind the Dj console. Anyway babe, mana menghilang? Kata nak jumpa?

meera: ohhhh miss atika saye rinduu awak !!!!
Atika: Bila nak karaoke?

Nana Goldies: Babe! Relink me hor!
Atika: Sure babe.

Amani: Hello sweety,relink me! See you aound. (:
Atika: Okay babe.

aien: hey just dropping by to say stay gorgeous youuu. takecare okay?
Atika: Hah, nonsense. I'm not gorgeous. You take care too okay sweetie.

irah: weee~~im hereee... busy ye kak??
Atika: I'm not busy anymore. =]

ika: hahaha! i know who you meant for your twitter update!!!! HAHAHA!
Atika: You know, i know. But we're not working there anymore. Nomore eye candy huh?

wawakiss: wah busy with a job eh skrg. happy working!
Atika: Now, happy shaking leg la baby.

LINA: boring kape babe?? HAHHAHAHA
Atika: Lagi boring duduk rumah seh.

fatinstrawberry: relink!
Atika: Done babe.

danial: friends are easy to find, build a bridge not walls.
Atika: If build a bridge but they don't appreciate for what.

vanessa: one day we double date aite!
Atika: If i manage to find a date thou. Heh.

amelia: the soundtrack is niiicceeee (Y)
Atika: Yeah, sampai nak nangis.

maya: when i watched it, i was also reminded of my late grandmother. i get how you feel, babe. Cheer up! (:
Atika: Yeah. I have to learn how to live without her. =]

nazri: lovee ur blog..
Atika: Ada saje je kau.

sarah: babe, long time never tag you. so how are you ? i hope that you are fine in everything you do aite
Atika: I'm doing fine, babe. Thanks for the concern. =]

Syazie: relink me!!
Atika: Sure babe. Hey babe, i send you a message at Facebook. Why never reply? =(

Kanages:
You know, i watch this documentary about the world end in 2012. The scientist thinks, we gonna have world war 3 or don't know what shit la.
Me:
Really? Hmmm. Do you know that there is this one application in Facebook entitled, "If the world ends in 2012, i've wasted my whole life in school."
Kanages:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! Good one! Eh, true uh! Eh, sial la. Thank God, i didn't go to Austria to continue my studies there. Is not like i bring my certificate together when i die.
Me:
Exactly! Can you imagine? How much money you have wasted?! You can use that money for something else.
Kanages:
Yaaaaaa! I can go for shopping sia! Buy nice clothes! Eh, i don't wanna die!
Me:
Who does?
Kanages:
Well, at least i don't wanna die without having a baby first! I want to be a mother!
Me:
I want to be a Tai Tai before i die.
Kanages:
You know, i always thought i don't wanna die being a virgin but now, i want to be a mother. I'm gonna fcuk my bf and say, "Baby, fcuk me. Shoot me in. I want a baby now! I DEMAND!"
Me:
Fcuker. Psychoooooo!
Kanages:
I seriously don't mind being a single mum.
Me:
Whatever. I want to be a Tai Tai before i die. Find me a rich guy now. I DEMAND!
Kanages:
Bitch!

I was impressed thus, with this curiousity side of me, obviously, i wanted to know more about you. Hah, tried many ways to attract your attention but i guess, the book is way important.

Then you drop off at Bugis and i thought to myself, maybe he wasn't interested because he was attached or maybe, i'm just not his type. Well, it was just a thought.

The second time, i saw you at Simei Station. Waiting for a train. And there you were, looking at my friend with that curiousity smile of yours. And out of concern, i asked my friend whether she's friend of yours. And truly, the world is really small.

I was excited. Well, the least bit i know is she's a friend of yours. A way or another, i know i got someone who knows about you. And maybe, i could have a chance talking to you because we have the same mutual friend.

Exchanged smile but still, no approach. And i thought to myself again, maybe he really is attached.

I tried to put you aside from my mind. Besides, i don't know you. I don't know your name. Your race. Hah, trust me. I had no idea what race you were in. I know nothing about you.

Until i saw you again for the third time at underground Esplanade. As i was walking down the staircase, i saw you laughing with your friends which eventually caught my attention.

I was amazed. We bumped onto each other for a couple for time. Couldn't be coincidence right? But i don't wanna believe in faith either. So i thought to myself, "Till we meet again."

And truly, we do meet again. At Breathe Competition. There you were with your friends. And i'm with my friends. I tried to pick up my courage to approach you but i was just too shy. Too speechless. I don't know what to say to you. Besides, we were strangers.

I don't want to sound desperate. So, all i can do was looking at you from afar. Admiring you, actually. Smile whenever our eyes meet. As psycho as i may sound but at that point of time, i think i believe in love at first sight.

Yes, it was love at first sight for me.

At the end of the day, you smiled at me and asked me to approach you but it was too late. My friends wanted to go off. I wouldn't want to forced them to wait just because of my needs. Rude isn't it? And so, i left.

And there i thought, my chances vanish into thin air until suddenly i remember our mutual friend. Ask her a small favour. Thank God, she had your Friendster(hah, those days huh?).

After much searching, finally, we became cybernet friends. We chat for a while. We met a couple of times. And finally, we were together.

I fell in love with you more and more each day. Thanking God every single day to have you in my life. For He never allowed me to give up hope on you.

You don't know, how blissful i felt at that moment to have you finally in my life. Yes, i made my mistakes. People do, eventually. And yes, people learnt from it. I finally did.

If we were still together up till today. It shall be our 1st Anniversary. We've been through a lot. And i really mean, a lot.

How i wish, it would never end. But i guess, sometimes things can never go to the way we wanted them to be huh?

I just hope, you won't erase those memories we had together okay Babi?

I miss you.
='(

Anywaaaaay, Cacha was craving for Pastamania and being a sweet friend, i treated her since she waited for us almost an hour and a birthday treat like that since her birthday was few days ago.

Then ada orang pun sibuk-sibuk jugak. Heh. Sorry k Suhaimi, aku tak dapat nak belanja kau walaupun birthday kau pun few days ago jugak, aku in tight budget. Heh. Next time kkkkkkkkkkkk?

Next time nak pergi club, jangan lupa ajak mummy eh?(inside joke!) Okay, gw angkat kaki dulu. Chiao!

Have you watch New Moon? I definitely have watch it! It was a bit too draggy but fcuk it, Jacob is so hooooooooooooooooooooot laaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I was drooling okay!

Bella is fcuking lucky can? Gosh. If you were in her shoes, who would you pick?

Jacob or Edward? Warewolf or Vampire?

Grandpa:
For the meantime, DO NOT EAT chicken, eggs, seafood, fish, chocolate & nuts. After a month or so then you can start eating it back BUT if it happens that your rashes came back. You CANNOT EAT IT FOREVER.
Me:
Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?! Not the CHOCOLATESSSSSSSSSSSSS!
Grandpa:
Like this, you will only eat rice for the entire life uh. You don't eat vegetables. Meat? Doubt you would want. You only like to eat chicken.
Me:
Ehh! Then, i'll be kurus kering uh like thisssss!
Grandpa:
You always wanted it.
Me:
But NO CHOCOLATESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS?!

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don't wanna be friends

Papa jangan papa jahat
Jangan jadi buaya darat
Mama jangan mama halang
Jadi papa takkan curang

Papa jangan papa jahat
Jangan jadi buaya darat
Mama jangan lah memaksa
Papa dah cukup dewasa

Papa papa sangat jahat
Takde otak nak melihat
Gila-gilanya ia kerja
Jangan dibuat

Papa papa kerja kuat
Dulunya papa penuh muslihat
Papa janji papa takkan buat
Ingat janji papa yang diikat

P/S: I don't know what i'm doing anymore.